i don't know what's wrong with me.
latley just everything, everyone, nothings right, nothings good

i feel like im walking down this hallway
with doors at the end
but, every door is different
and behind every door is something different
but they're all good things

and here i am just walking down this hallway
waiting to get to these doors
because this is what i want more than anything
just to be there
just to decide

but im not
in fact im not moving at all
because im too damn afraid that on my way there, i'll loose my opportunities i was so sure i once had, and all the doors will disappear

and as im standing still
i get so caught up in my thoughts
i wonder if the doors are even real
or if there just a dream

either way it feels as if im comdemned to the hallway forever
with just my mind
just my insanity



nothing feels right.
im stuck somewhere between my dreams and reality.